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04:49pm 28/11/2004
 
mood: bored
music: american girl : tom petty
Instructions: On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty-five songs on the list (however embarrassing), and write down your favorite line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. If you want, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.
( this music is a place to hide )		  
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02:16am 28/11/2004
 
music: send me on my way : rusted root


You Are the Individualist



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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.





thats so effing me its ridiculous.		  
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don't mind the mindless jabbering ...   
01:36am 28/11/2004
 
mood: thankful
music: california : joni mitchell
i've spent thanksgiving break with so many differnet people...i hung out in natalies basement and felt helplessly awkward playing Jenga with people I haven't talked to in years..but i was happy ...and i spent the night at drew's older brother...chris's (who i had just really met for the first time earlier that night) house with jess and drew and john and chris and got trashed and sang songs and threw up and laughed and felt...fun. i met john's other sister and joked with his mommy. i went to Jessica's little brother, Matthew's, 3rd birthday party and visited with that side of Jess's family for the first time in forever... and me and Jess cuddled and laughed and talked and kissed and she rubbed my back while i barfed and i bought her coffee at McDonalds and she wore my clothes and I used her mascara and it was perfect. there will never be a friendship like the one between us. we're everything <3		  
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confusion with a K   
01:23am 28/11/2004
 
mood: distressed
music: konstantine : something corporate
i'm so effing confused right now. what i thought was good might not have been so good. what i thought was happening might not be. my head and my heart and the rest of the world are colliding and nothing makes sense. i dont know what to keep and what to throw away. i dont whats real and whats imaginary. the only person who makes me complete and secure and insanely happy is leaving again tomorrow. she can make sense out of everything in my life. her life makes less sense than mine and she needs me to sort it out with her and im so pissed off that i cant cause shes there and im here. fuck longitudes and latitudes and meaningless distance.
"my heads a carousel of pictures...the spinning never stops"
"i've been thinking. it hurts me thinking that these nights when we've been drinking...they never got me anywhere."
Konstantine is taking hold of this entry in its entirety.		  
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im bored   
02:21am 25/11/2004
 
mood: groggy
music: i shot the sheriff : eric clapton
If I were a month I would be: may
If I were a day of the week I would be: friday
If I were a time of day I would be: midnight
If I were a planet I would be: jupiter
( youre intriguied arent ya . )		  
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it's all happening   
07:41pm 21/11/2004
 
mood: nerdy
music: you're the one that i want : john travolta/oliva newton-john
Last week was the longest, most fulfilling, most stressful, and most fun week I've had in a really, really long time. Grease was incredible. We actually were able to pull it off, I couldn't believe it. There was a huge turn out; we earned back all the money we spent on the rights and costumes and whatnot and still had $1800 left over. I had so much fun. Auditioning for R&R was one of the best things I've ever done. Everything we've done so far has been great. All the Pink Ladies did great, Natalie stole the show as Jan omg . She was so funny. The girls loved Cody during Greased Lightining and Mr. Glasgow in Beauty School Dropout. The screams during that one seriously made me feel like I was at a Hanson concert. It was insane.
Both nights after the show, almost the whole class went out to eat at Box Seat. The first night the service sucked and the food took forever and we ended up staying til like 11, but it was fun cause everyone was there. But Thursday night was karaoke night, omg, so much fun. The DJ told everyone who we were and that we had just done Grease so that was fun, we were loud and obnixious and cheered for all the people that did karaoke. It was just a blast =) The play brought everyone together and it was just suuuuuper. Me and Cody were talking last night about how much we're enjoying senior year and how we fast its going and how we dont exactly want it to be over. It's not hitting me at all that I'm not gonna be seeing Cody and Chelsea and Ben and Jamie everyday next year. They've been my life for so long. I can't get into this or I'll get way too emo for my own good. I took home There's Something About Mary and Raising Arizona from work last night, so I might go watch those. yeah.		  
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your heart felt GOOD   
10:34pm 11/11/2004
 
mood: energetic
music: there's no 'i' in team : taking back sunday
i can't bring myself to study chemistry, it's just not happening. the book has been sitting in my lap for the past forty five minutes and i keep making excuses not to look at it. i am the queen of procrastinating.
well today was absolutely FAB. i've been trying to talk myself into having good days, and its working. It didn't take much today to make me really happy. I like that.
I went Goodwilling it up to find clothes for Grease and dragged Ben along with me. I got this sweetass dress for the dance scene. It's supafly. I got some bright royal blue tights too, just for the hell of it.
Ben had to work at five so I called John cause he had called me last night and said that he and Drew would be jammin all day and I should give him a call. So I mosied over to Drew's and enviously observed those talented and intelligent as fuck sophomores play their little hearts out. When I first got there Grace and Logan were there, I don't know them as well as John and Drew but all of their friends are just so cool and nice and smart and talented and it's so unfair lol. But I always have tons of fun watching them play. Today they did Wonderwall, and Jumper by Third Eye Blind, and Foxy Lady (Drew sang..so funny) and me and Drew had a little sing a long to Breakfast At Tiffany's while he played it on the mandolin =D We stayed over there til about 6 or so, then I gave them a ride to John's to eat dinner and went home.
Those guys remind me of how much I miss what I used to have. The whole big group of us misfits in freshman and sophomore year. That was such a good time in my life. I learned so much those two years.
mypooremohearttt.		  
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rama lama lama ka dingity ding de dong!   
01:01am 11/11/2004
 
mood: cold
music: 'all choked up' from Grease, cause we SUCK.
so I haven't written in like milleniums. Several weeks, whatever. We don't have school tomorrow cause its Veteran's Day, so that gives me an excuse to stay up late doing nothing.
I just got back from Cody's house a little while ago. Me, him, Chels, Ben, Ben B, and Gubba went out to Waffle House and I had this really dank steak and cheese and bacon grilled sandwhich thing ahh it was so good. And there's something about going out to dinner late at night that I really like. Then we went back to Cody's and the boys were enthalled with Halo 2 and I became bored to tears so I left. It was nice to hang out with as a bunch of us in a group, it seems like I haven't done anything fun and social in forever. Fuck work + school!
Oh Em Gee, I got a 99 on the chemistry test we got back today. DO I KICK ARSE OR WHAT. That class is the death of my high school career. Never taken anything so hard in my life. I GOT HIGHER THAN BEN. BEN IS MY GENIUS BOYFRIEND FROM HELL. Ahhh I love it. If everything in that class didn't count 16% my grade would go up like whoa.
Grease is the word. It's a week away. Everyone is freakin out. It looks like shit right now. No one is motivated, everyone is lazy and selfish. It's being publicized like crazy, but it's definitely not gonna live up to its expectations. It's gonna be funny and fun as hell though. The big Hand Jive dance scene is killer. I need a dress like, immediately though.
Go, Bush for another for years eh? I COULD KILL AMERICA. That election had my head spinning. I couldn't even stay up to finish watching all the updates b/c I was terrified and knew that Kerry wasn't gonna make it. Heavy sigh. Atleast he can't run again. And I can vote my effin ass off next election.
I talked to Piper for the first time in months last night, and I absolutely love her. And miss her tons. She's living in Phoenix and I wanna go out there so bad.
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stole this from the Hanson community   
10:57pm 06/11/2004
 
mood: sick
music: where's the love : hanson
* Your Grand Fave Band *


Created by leesh and taken 289 times on bzoink!


Who is your fave Band? Hanson.
Why do you like them? I never know how to answer that. They were the first band I ever really loved, which began when I was eleven, and it just kinda stuck with me I guess.
Ever seem them play live? Gah yes. It's the biggest thrill of my life <33
If So, How Many Times? Six times =D
Did they live up to your expectations? Always. It's not hard for Hanson to please and impress me and surpass my expectations, at all.
Ever Met Them? Taylor signed my shirt in Myrtle Beach, but thats about it.
Fave Song(s) by them? Madeline, A Song to Sing, Save Me, Where's the Love, Every Word I Say, Get Up and Go, Sometimes, Thinking of You, Lost Without Each Other,Runaway Run..wow, why did I even try to answer this question?
Fave Lyric by them? "You are a revolution" and "You feel like liberation" (both from Every Word I Say) and "I'm looking for my radio, so I might find a heart to follow"(A Song to Sing)
Do you wear their Merchandise? every now and then I wear my necklace or one of my shirts
How Many Pieces of Merchandise do you own? oh lord, it's accumulated a lot over the years.
Any Tattoos to do with the Band? Nope
If Not, Would you get any? I'm definitely planning on it.
Furthest You have Travelled to see them? I think it was 8 or 9 hours to Nashville
Furthest you would travel to see them? If I had the money, I'd go everywhere. It'd be sweet to see them overseas.
Do you have a Fave Member? Hm. Not so much anymore. But after this past tour, I've become partial to Taylor, cliche as it is.
Be Honest, Do you prefer their Music or their Looks? THE MUSIC LIVES.<<word to this girl :) We all know they're beautiful as can be though, also. Have a Website/Fansite about them? nooo, I don't have the time. Know Every Members Birthday? Of course :) Ever done anything embarassing infront of them? haha nah, I wish I had a funny story to share though. Do you get to their Concerts 10 hours early to be infront? Fuck yeah. For Myrtle Beach I think it was like...12 or 13 hours. I'd so do more. Ever Copied a Band Members Look? Oh yes. The braids. I was all about the braids. And I had several shirts that "look just like Zac's omg" Do you think your fave band has style? I do, actually :) They have a cute quirky trendy way about them. Your Fave Album by them? I really don't know. Right now its Underneath, but its always changing. Do you stick up for your fave band if they get critisised? Of course. Do you vote for them in everything? like what? Do you get excited when you see your tickets to their concert? oh yes. Do you have Posters of them on your walls? Yes'm. Do you take your Posters to McDonalds? lol erm, no. Tell me Why your fave band should be my fave Band? All I can say is they are really really talented and everyone should atleast give them a chance. Will You Keep Representing your band? Always and foreva =D Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!		  
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happy birthday zac :)   
05:27pm 22/10/2004
 
mood: full
music: collide : howie day
I can't believe it's Zac's nineteenth birthday. Time flies yo. I completely forgot that it was his birthday until I went to work and Matt C told me his birthday was tomororw and he said he was gonna be 23 on the 23rd. And I was like AH OCTOBER 22ND : ZAC! So yeah, happy birthday kiddo <333		  
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it's only life after all...   
07:52pm 12/10/2004
 
mood: refreshed
music: 405(acoustic) : death cab for cutie <333
It's been a crazy-long time since I updated this thing, and I suddenly felt the need to recount the last few weeks of my life on "paper". Senior year is going so effing great. I really feel like I'm part of my class, and I'm talking to people that I haven't really talked to in years, and I'm making new friends, and I'm feeling more confident, and I'm smiling and laughing and singing and dancing and its just great. Aside from all the good stuff, I'm a constant state of stress, and I have atleast 2 hours homework or studying every night plus work. Today is the first weekday in forever that I actually just hung out with someone without it being school-related. Me and Cody see each other a lot but its ALWAYS to do homework or study. I've never been so studious in my life. I applied to UNCG a couple weeks ago, cause I'm positive I can get in. I took the SAT again last Saturday and I'm waiting to get those scores and then applying to ECU, UNCW, Appalachain, and UNCC. And, out of force, Carolina. I hate rejection, so I don't even wanna go through with applying there, but my parents both insist. There's two essays to write for their application, so more stress YAY!
Last night was the first R&R concert of the year. That show was the most fun I've had in a while. I wasn't nervous at all, I let myself get into it and have fun like I hoped I would. I sang loud and did all the dance moves without hesitation and during "You're the one that I want" I tried my hardest to act like I really wanted him. It was so much fun. And we sounded good. The last number was the absolute best of all. We sang "Put A Little Love In Your Heart" with the mixed chorus and everyone got so into it, we moved around and smiled and laughed and at the end all the R&R kids went out into the audience and clapped and danced and it made me so incredibly happy. I wanted to cry. The music and the voices and the mixed chorus swaying their arms and being surrounded by all the people that I might never see again a year from now just made me, the emotional whirlwind I am, beam with joy. I'm such a loser, but it was great.
I'm happy with work too. I've got enough hours to be satisfied but it's not too overwhelming. I see VR customers everywhere I go too, and I'll remember what they rented and when and its WEIRD. But the other night I was closing with Leo, and right before close he wanted me to go get my Postal Service cd cause he'd never heard them. So right after he checked out our last customer, this old white guy that rented porn, I went out to the car and that old man was getting in his car and he was like "You look really good.." I just stared at him and walked calmly to my car even though I was freaking out cause Leo had gone to the back and couldn't come save me if I got in trouble lol so then I rushed back inside. I'm so paranoid and I effing hate nasty old perverts. Gr.
This is hella long ,goodnight kiddos.		  
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people all over the world, join hands.   
07:35pm 22/09/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: carrot rope : pavement
I had a crazy-good day today. So much good stuff happened and it was just fab. Cody picked me up around 8:15ish this morning and we went and ate breakfast with a bunch of the seniors that I don't ever hang out with , like ever. There was like 12 of us I think. It was kinda awkward at first cause theyre all friends but it was fun. We all ended up getting back to school at like 9:20, and I had Mom write me a note so it was excused and that was splendid. We got interims and I offically suck ass like whoa in AFM and Honors Chemistry, so I need to work on my grades. But cuz of testing ish today, we were only in Chemistry for 45 minutes and she moved the test to TUESDAY YESSSSS! So excited. Then R&R was just super fun cause everyone was hyper as crap for some reason and we were in the auditorium dancing for most of the period. Cody showed us some of the choreography for "Puttin on the Ritz" and its SO COOL. And for "Put A Little Love in Your Heart" we get to go out into the audience and dance at the end and its gonna be so great, I can't wait. English was cool today too. We got our corrected summer essays back and Mrs. Craven read mine to the class *blushes* It was one of my more emotional pieces..about my Dad...but she said it made her wanna cry so I guess I did a good job lol. I wore my Beatles shirt today and lots of people complemented me on it so that was word. People that like the Beatles are KEWL.
Oh! I got my picture for Senior Superlatives! They don't tell you for which one though, so that kinda sucks, but I'm pretty sure its for "Creates their own Style" or some ish like that. Woot.
Mrs.Howard wants me to be CHA CHA when we do Grease. GIIIIIIRL BYE. She crazy.
I work 5-11 tomorrow. How bad does that suck. Go to school 8:40-3:35 then work 5-11. Ewwwwww.
"I wanna seeeeee it when you find out what comets, stars, and moons are all about!" yay for Built to Spill <333		  
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simple pleasures make the world go round   
12:45am 12/09/2004
 
mood: lonely
music: voodoo chile : jimi hendrix
I really hate being lonely. So much. Lonliness + boredom makes me ill. So I came here =)
Worked 12-9 today. EWWWWWWW. Actually, it went by fairly fast. It was just me and Matt W for the first 3 hours, he's definitely my favorite co-worker. We talked a whole bunch about some interesting stuff, like my illegitimacy and me and Cody's Bastard Rangers force. Aww and when I first clocked in, he went across the street to cash his check, and when he got back he was like "oh yeah, I got you this" and handed me a lollipop =D I'm so easy to please. See example two : I went on break from 5-6, and when I got back I see that Matt C has made one of those paper doll chains with the paper towels, and labeled them Matt, Steph, Leo, and Kacie. SO CUTE. So then Steph had the idea of coloring in clothes on them that matched what we were wearing today, and then taping it to the outer counter so people knew our names. So I colored them and taped it up and everything cause I'm cool like that. And then this little girl came in and was like "You don't have faces. You need faces! Can I have a pen?" and then she gave us all smiley faces haha.
Awww...hanging out with Dad last night for his birthday was so nice. I drove us all around, we went to JP Looney's for dinner and I paid and it made him so happy. He was all surprised. Then we went to Border's cause he wanted to buy the book I'm reading, Dixie Lullaby. Then of course we got side tracked by the music and ended up buying four cds, cause they have that buy 3 get the 4th one free deal going on. I LOOOVE music shopping with my Dad. I learn so much. And I bought him the Ray Charles - Genius Loves Company cd and wrote him a really sweet card, so I hope he liked all that.
I think I'm gonna go get some sweet tea and then read and then sleep. Yeah, that sounds good.		  
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A little out of date...Hanson in MB <3   
07:00pm 10/09/2004
 
mood: nostalgic
music: the walk <3333 : hanson(zac)
...I just finished re-reading this..it's my review of my trip to Myrtle Beach to see Hanson at the HOB. I wrote it as soon as I got back, it may sound quite teenyish..and I was completly out of the loop on all the new Hanson info, but if you care, feel free to read :D It's HELLA long though, beware.

( oh, nothing ever seems to change )		  
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word.   
05:25pm 10/09/2004
 
mood: energetic
music: for you to notice : dashboard confessional
HURRAAAAAAAY for a Friday where Kacie doesn't have to work! Loves it loves it loves it. Today wasn't too bad either. We had a test in Chemistry, and I think it might be the first one I haven't made a D on. I'm almost positive I got a C or even a B. Which would be awesome b/c I was stressing out like crazy trying to study for it.
Me and John hung out yesterday =D I picked him up from the Key Club meeting at school and gave him a ride home. We sat around and talked and then decided to go to Wendys. He's so much fun, we have so much in common, it's great. He let me borrow two Counting Crows cds and a mix cd that we listened to in the car, woo! Then when I took him back home his Mom was talking to me about all kindsa stuff, she's so cute.
Me and Dad are having dinner tonight, since yesterday was his birthday. I think I'm paying too, cause for once, I can afford it. That makes me happy. I just got off the phone with him a while ago...we were talking about my Hanson license plate and then he started saying all this stuff about he really thought they were good..good musicians, good voices...and how Snowed In was just awesome (He OWNS this cd. My dad rocks.) And to me, that means a lot coming from my Dad, cause he's a huge music buff and has really good taste. I had to yell at him last night though, cause he told me he hasn't voted since 1980!!! I was like DAD. WHAT THE HELL. You better effin vote this year, cause I'm pissed as heeeelll that I can't. And he said he was going to, but then went into all this stuff about how both candidates are full of shit anyway.
OH MAN..I completely forgot...JOHN HAS TT&MON and RTA!! I was freakin out. He grew up in Oklahoma and told me that he and his sisters had always liked Hanson, but I didn't think he'd actually have the VIDEOS. So cool. AND he saved the "Madeline" cover that those girls did that I sent him. And sang along when he played it. You can't beat that.		  
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wednesdays = love   
10:32pm 08/09/2004
 
mood: nostalgic
music: never ending math equation : modest mouse
It rained like hell today. The science hall at school actually flooded. Not a lot, but still! There was water in the hallway, it was ca-ray-zay. It was pouring when I got there, and even though me and Jamie both had hooded jackets and umbrellas...we got drenched ,and I stayed wet ALL DAY. So gross. Damn you, Frances!
Michelle sent me an mp3 of Taylor Hanson singing "Love Me" <333333 *dies* Even though I agree with Michelle in that it kinda makes my head hurt cuz the quality kinda sucks, I listen to it all the time. When he sang that at Nashville, I died right there over and over and over again. My first thought was "Oh my God...I have NEVER heard him sound this good before." It was incredible. It was one of the most beautiful things I'd ever heard. And its such a sweet song, and he dedicated it to Natalie and it was just *sigh* I wanna be there again.
I need to see the "Lost Without Each Other" video again. I've only seen it once, and that just won't do. Anyone love me and wanna send it to me?
peaceoutguys.		  
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so..whens Christmas break?   
10:12pm 07/09/2004
 
mood: blah
music: how sweet it is : james taylor
School + work + actually having a life = kicking my ass. It's actually not that bad, but I'm unbelievably bad at managing my time, and I've yet to figure out a system to get my shit done. I haven't gotten to bed before midnight in weeks, and to me... thats not good. I need sleep like whoa. Chemistry effin sucks and I feel like a complete dumbass in that class cause of all these freakin genius underclassmen. And AFM isn't TOO hard, but I can't get a hold on the stuff when its time for a test. Like everything just slips my mind and it sucks BALLS. So on my interims, I missed a C by like 1.5 points in both Chemistry and AFM. So I need to work on that.
But R&R is so much fun, I love music classes. We've been dancing everyday..and let me tell you, that dancing has been my saving grace. It must just tire me out or something..cause I lunch right after that..and I'm not hungry at all. I haven't eaten lunch in weeks. It's craziness. I'm still loosing weight too...I'm at like 140.5 right now...a month and a half ago I was like 152. So that makes me muy happy.
I've been hanging out with Cody like whoa, cause we do all of our homework and studying together since we have 3 classes with each other. I barely see Ben or Chelsea anymore...me and Ben always seem to be working at the same time or have other plans. Which really sucks, I miss hanging out with him all day every day...however unhealthy that might have been. I love my Benny. We will have been together a year and eight months on the 9th. IS THAT INSANE OR WHAT? Jesus. And I need to hang out with Chels...we need Degrassi + notebook nights, cause those are the best. Right Chelseeeeea?
Okay, I'm off to have a fashion show and maybe read and then sleep. Peace.		  
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Stole this from Rachel!   
04:30pm 07/09/2004
 
mood: relaxed
music: Love Somebody to Know ( studio version ) : Hanson
Okay so I'm supposed to bold the stuff thats true, and leave all the other stuff as it is. But since I'm computer illiterate and don't know how to bold..I'll just put an X by the ones that are true =D

01. I miss somebody right now.(X)
02. I don’t watch much TV these days(X)
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping(X SOOO MUCH)
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I’ve tried marijuana(X)
09. I’ve watched porn movies(X)
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy(X..usually)
13. I have acne free skin(X..i dont have acne, but i get zits. but technically, my skin is acne free..)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton ( i dont really have an opinion on the guy )
15. I curse frequently(X)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year(X definitely.)
17. I have a hobby(X)
18 I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.(X hahaha only in a joking way)
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I’m really, really smart. only the Cheverus boys are that smart
21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones(X)
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal(X)
23. I hate the rain(X most of the time)
24. I’m paranoid at times(X)
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free lipo
26. I need money right now!(X..who doesnt?)
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair(X)
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis(X, unless its winter..then I get a little slack lol)
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past(X.. fake nails once, thats it.)
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.(X i freakin love that ish.)
38. I like the way that I look sometimes(X)
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months(X)
40. I know how to cornrow(X haha yes, thats the black in me right there =D)
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings(X.. im so bad with that)
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot(X. I'd be lying if i said no)
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I’m popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex(X not with tounge. cause im lame)
51. I enjoy talking on the phone( I HATE THE PHONE )
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop(X)
54. I would rather shop than eat (hahaha.)
55. I would classify myself as ghetto (HAHAH.)
56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal(X i love LJ :) )
58. I don’t hate anyone(X)
59. I’m a pretty good dancer(X)
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington ( i dont know?)
61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone I never use
63. I believe in God(X)
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I’ve rejected someone before(X)
69. I currently have a crush on someone(X)
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life(X)
71. I want to have children in the future(X)
72. I have changed a diaper before(X)
73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I’m not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn(X)
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.(X)
81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved(X)
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before(X)
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past(not that i can remember)
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal(X...so sad lol.)
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum(X hahaha. it was a GIRL too)
88. I enjoy some country music(X)
89. I would die for my best friend(X)
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza(X..i agree with Rach though, NY Pizza is pretty high up there)
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can( i hate those damn things)
92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist(X obsessive sometimes and most def. anal retentive)
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy(X)
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend’s ex(X)
99. I have cut my self before
100. I am happy at this moment(X)		  
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01:40am 29/08/2004
  i just realized the title of my last entry sounds like I mistook the first line of "Penny and Me." I said it out loud, and "SCARVES in the summertime" kind of sounds like "CIGARS in the summertime" said really fast. It had nothing to do with P&M though...so yeah, I have so little to do that I resorted to making a whole new entry just..because. Haha, I'm surprised it wasn't really "scarves" though, knowing Taylor. silly boy.  
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scarves in the summertime   
01:09am 29/08/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: rip it up : little richard << he's the MAN.
I saw a girl at the football game with a really cool shirt. It was royal blue and said DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE in orange wiith a cake beater next to it. Coolest shirt I've ever seen, I should've asked where she got it.
Jessica called me today. It's always so nice to hear her voice. She's gonna try to come down next weekend to pick up some of the stuff she still has at their old house, which Elmer apparently is gettinge evicted from. -sigh- so she's getting the stuff she wants before he puts it in storage. I haven't seen her since her birthday, which was at the beginning of July. I miss her more everytime we talk and I get sad just talking about her. We were so spoiled with our friendship before, and I still haven't adjusted to the way it is now, even though its been like 10 months since she left. :(
I'm getting really nostalgic again. I miss my dad a lot. I wanna sit in his living room and sort through all his records and listen to him babble about music. I LOVE that. I need to talk to him about getting together. He asked me if I wanted to go see The Allman Brothers and Lynard Skynard in October and I think that would be HELLA FUN. Minus all the insane redneck assholes, I'm sure it'd be a blast. It's on a Friday, but the next Friday is Homecoming, and the day after that is the SAT, so I was planning on asking off for that Friday and saying I can't come in til like 2 or 3 on Saturday. But I don't wanna ask off for two Fridays in a row. Baaaaah. I'll figure it out.
*lamest entry ever!*		  
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